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yeah i hope so, although theirs this guy named angel, and hes so adorable! hes cool too (:
hes basickly a fill in friend for me right now i guess from jeffrey and everything.

Its okay. im pretty sure hes gonna come around again. he already had come around a little bit talking to me 4 to 3 times today so i think its gonna be okay. anyways, i met this guy in my math class named #Angel <3 he is so cute!

Me? oh my gosh just when i thought things turned out well they didnt .
today the sky was so clear and pretty and it hadnt bene that way in days! so i thought "hey mabie todays gonna be a good day" then i come to school and jeffrey asks like a complete jerk and is mad at me for a really dumb reason. he wants me to hook up with his homie but i dont like him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!
i dont know if he knows that i dont but hes just acting like a complete jerk and i dont wanna be in a realationship other than him. he wont talk to me, anything. i dont know what to do anymore but i believe in him and im not giving up on him. not even if it kills me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i care about him so much so im not going to nomatter what.
i just like him and thats it. if only i wouldve went out with him when he asked me out. everything wud be FINE! and this wud have never had happened! i shouldve listened to that quotw that said "your not losing by giving in, your really losing by holding back" it basickly means "if somebody asks you out and you really wanna be with them and sure about it THEN DATE THEM, NOT BECUZ YOU DONT THINK ITS GONNA WORK BY SCHOOL AND AGE DIFFERENCE! no, your gonna lose it by waiting.

I know it is im gonna see whats gonna happen tommorow.
hoping its good (:

YEAH I know, and on top of that the boy i lie SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. just got dumoed by his GF for no reasom! they onky dated for like, 3 days.
i knew she was rude and something wud happen.
well now i know it isnt fun breaking up with people eveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer. and i feel bad for him. but then i started talking to him and he started talking to me like nothing even happened. and i think god may be giving me another chance with him now idk but i truly love him, (:

Im good. Just got home from the party. yeah i wud say the party was pretty crazy LOL haha it was so hilarious cuz people got to sing on stage and stuff and everybody got to watch them. well this dude i know named Ryan (hes hilarious!)
he didnt know his friends had set him up to play this really gay song and i cant even remember what it was called but it was hilarious becuz everybody was watching him and he was like in the song (when i grow up, im gonna be, a man!)
haha! we laughed sooooooooooooo hard. and he sucked at singing and his friends kept setting him up for really gay songs. yeah it was hilarious. there was a dancefloor with huge lights on, food, people going crazy, got to play guitar hero, yeah it was just good old stuff.
and on top of that i got to kinda slow dance i guess with 2 of my friends soooo many times, and my friend adriane which ive known for like 4 and a half years, i got so attracted too. and i couldnt help but looking into her eyes so deeply and going crazy thinking whether or not we get any further. but we didnt ): but i go SO,SO CLOSE TO HER LIPS i wish i coulda kissed her (oops shoulda private messaged this haha (: )

Hello Hope! Glad to meet ya

I'm good also! What have you come to TeenHelp for?

Hey there Hope

How are you?

oKAY ILL DO THAT RIGHT NOW (: (dont know why i capitilized everything)