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serously? come on whats the big deal with that?
i mean seriosuly their family ya know?
i wouldnt waste your breath on that with him, i think its redicoulus! (:

and oh yeah, its good news. i now have gotten back together with my boyfriend again! <3 i hope hell treat me better now (:

seriosuly? im not trying to be in your buisness but i mean why was he rude?
theres gotta be some reason.

Oh and guess what?
love found me where i least wanted it to be and least exspected it (:

Haha, that happens, some are just not meant to be memorable, hehe. :P

So, how was the party ?

seriosuly? i sorry. if you wanna talk about it then talk about it to me (:

yeah pobley not but idk my friend liz called me and said
the people that were gonna be there and she didnt say anything about my old bf so idk. i just dont trust him. although i do feel bad for him cuz i mean who wants everyone to think bad of you? that wud suck. so im not gonna think toatally bad of him cuz theirs gotta be some reason hes into drugs now. idk. but i cant imagine him sayin no to a makeout with me but my gut toatally says no to kissing him.
but im still not sure. (sigh) im waitin for my friends mom to pick me up and bring me to the party.

haha okay that makes sense. im also going to a party tonight haha!

your not gonna believe what i heard. and im only telling this becuz i mean its a safe place to go to right? well anyway, i had a boyfriend this year, and he treated me like crap, was a wanna be gangster, already bene in trouble with the police ect. and then my friend who is the brother of my other bestfreind that ive known for like 4 years told me my old bf went over to their house and was hangin out with his older brother, well i guess he was in his bedroom. he went to go get somethin i guess and my old bf was left in the bedroom, well his older brother comes back and he saw my old bf with a whole box of drugs and was wasted i guess, idk whats going on with him but im not really suprised at all. i think hes drinking and doing all of that to make the pain and all his troubles go away.
i feel bad for him. i know hes being troubled with all this stuff ):
besides, i may see him tonight at my friends party so yeah. even though im not interested in him i think hes gonna ask to make out, SHOULD I? i mean, i dont trust him with him not having aids and stuff, but i still wanna do that with him i think

aw of course.

aw thats great. im always here if you need someone to talk to as well