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i know it wud be. my moms so hard to deal with.
shes such a safety freak, she wont even let me have a sleep over and im 13! ive never had one. when i was gonna stay over at my friends house this weekend she said "shes not ready to let me go" its like holy crap mom just let me leave the nest god. and on top of that who knows when ill see my bf it may not even work out becuz of her, it really sucks. how am i supposed to even ever do anything without supervision?
it sucks ):
but he may get to come i dont know its just how i feel

seriosuly? HAHA! thats awsome! and hot haha (:
within a few months i think im gonna tak a picture of my bf and me (if i can)of us making out or just a cute picture and put it on my signature. it will be so cute (: <3

seriously? you need to take PICTURES! thats what i did with mine the day i got it done. youll have to show me! (:

yeah i hope it does too (: yeah i mean i even announced it to the people that were spreading it around and i just said "yeah im bi sexual, but who cares? i dont believe youll go to hell or anything for that, its okay to be like that this is america people" thats what i told em.
and it is the truth, i mean it doesnt bother me much cuz thats me, and theres gonna be half of the world thats gonna eccept you and theirs gonna be another amount of people that wont thats just how it is. and the people that treat you like crap and like jeffrey that wont except you i mean, when i saw him do that the first thing that came into my mind and i accepted is the fact that that just goes to show he isnt the right guy for you. and the people that wont except you arent the real friends for you, but the ones that do are the true ones. (:

and yes i have you haha! (:

yup so where are you from

yea it did suck but i think im better now and cool

aww your welcome,
i had a bit of a bad day today, ive lost all my friends
becuz jeffrey who isnt my friend anymore i never even wanna talk to him ever again. he blabbed out to all of my friends and pretty much the whole school i kissed a girl, nobody wants to talk to me anymore, NOBODY. except for like just a few people and the other friends i have are in different classes so i dont get to see them too often. its really only 2 other people and thats it. including my boyfriend which goes to a different school. and i had what? 20 FRIENDS! AND MABIE EVEN MORE! EVERYBODY LIKED ME, EVERYBODY. AND IM NOT TRYIN TO BRAG ABOUT THIS BUT I WAS PRETTY POPULAR FOR SOMEBODY THAT WASNT A PREP AND JUST A NORMAL CARING PERSON THAT DIDNT REALLY DO ANYTHING SPECTACULAR THAT MADE KNOWN TO THE WORLD.
jeffrey was never my friend. if he was then why did he have to go and blab that out to the whole school and he knew for a fact it was gonna cause problems for me and he was happy about it well i say F#%K YOU JEFFREY! LIKE I REALLY NEED YOU DUMB*SS! haha, just had to get that out, anyway, ive lost all of my friend due to his ass and what he did. i dont have many friends now. i basickly almost killed myself today, but i was lucky enough to relize i had such a life ahead of me.
but i did cut though ):

im good went and got new contacts today so i can see lol and im not as sick as i was over the weekend and u?

Well than its his loss sweetie, he doesnt know what a jewel he has obviously lossed here i mean, he doesnt desearve whats so ever if he did that to you. remember as hard as it is to hear even for me becuz i love my boyfriend sooo much...
their is always, ALWAYS, going to be other guys in the world that will except you for who you are, not for your looks, not for the phyisical adrenaline rush of love, but for who you are deep down inside your heart, i can garantee you your gonna find somebody someday, you just have to be patient.

Oh sweetie im sooooooooooooo sorry! I know how tragic it much be for you to go threw something like this. although i cant toatally feel what your feeling becuz ive never bene threw it,
Know that everything will be alright, life isnt perfect, and its not about days and years, its bout what you do with all the good and grace and happiness in your heart to make your own way into life, honestly, i believe that everything just happeneds for a reason, although sometimes we cant really understand why and always ask "why is this happening to me?"
"why DOES THIS ALWAYS HAVE TO HAPPENED TO ME? WHY WAS I PICKED TO HAVE THIS HAPPENE TO ME? WHY COULDNT IT BE SOMEONE ELSE OTHER THAN ME?" its just something that happends for a reason, i think the reason im going threw so much stuff is to help others, and at times you learn more about yourself threw your problems and even can find yourself and love yourself and be way,way more stronger and a better person when you come out of the dark room. mabie this happened to you so you can help others that may have the same problems that your gonna come across later in life and help.

and please,please, i know i cant make the decision for you,
but inless if your bf has bene a toatal jerk lately i wud try to stay together as much as possible! i wouldnt breakup just for the baby dying, i wud try to stay together if you have a good relationship, becuz in the end, youve lost the baby, and your lover.
i AM NOT TRYING TO HURT AT ALL IM JUST SAYING MABIE YOU SHOULDNT UNLESS HES BEING A JERK.

good luck girl,
i love you with all my heart <3
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