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thats good and mine was great and thanks for the help and your welcome hes really adorable
im a bit worried i think i mite be preggers

Hope could you help me out? i cant seem to figure out how to post a forum

yup so how was ur thanksgiving??

i know it will even though its sooooooooooooooooo hard!
you know whats really cute and kinda weird i guess?
okay, so back in june this year when i first when out with joshia,
we went out to eat to this chinese restraunt and theres this huge beautiful and cool looking fountain with HUGE FISH haha. and they say if you take out a penny, say in your head your wish, and let your grip let go of the penny, and let it glide down into the water and fall with all of those pennys, your wish will come true.
you know what i wished for?
i cant remember exactly what i said but i said
"i wish that me and joshia will love eachother forever and ever
and well be together for the rest of our lives"
or something simular to that haha and i droped the penny in the fountain,
a few days later we brokeup, and i thought "what a waste of time that was?
making a wish in a fountain isnt true"
but you know what? hes bene crazy about me for 5 and half months now.
and i didnt think we wud get back together again, and even though we brokeup, he still loves me a lot, and i still love him too and i think back to that wish i made at that fountain, and the panny is still there somewhere in that fountain, and i think now. "mabie that wish i made came true in a way"
and it isnt all fake, its real (:<3

Oh hey sorry i never emailed you back on the last email! (i think)
anyway, My sister and her family left ):
i know right its so sad!
and now i have to go back to school tommorow.
i dont really like my school and everytime i pass the school that all my friends go to (its public but its REALLY NICE) it breaks my heart everytime i see it, its such a cool school with some really nice teachers their and i have hardly any friends at my school now except for the ones that go there.
but my mom wont let me and keeps telling me im better at my school,
but idk about it anymore, with no friends, and a crappy teacher that always lets you down? i mean, i already have Fs becuz of my teacher and i have hardly anything missing. how far is that gonna get me?
and Junior high i mean im excited to go there next year but i know a friend and some other people and they get teased SO MUCH OVER THERE. not even kidding,
i dont know what to exspect next year and its my last chance to go with my friends over at that school next year. waite any longer then they will be in 8th and ill be in 7th.
it sucks, and we learn hardly anything else but bible, and thats it.
thats all my teacher focuses on so whats the point?
im sure next year it wont be that way but i relized yesterday were learning pretty much nothing but that. its redicoulus ):

a small town in Texas

I know but thats so hard to believe! but i know there is. i dont wanna date another guy anymore except for him. but of course i change my mind all the time when i say this but all i want is him! he was so,so,so sweet to me! and he DID NOT WANT TO BREAKUP WITH ME AT ALL.. we would still be together if it wasnt for his parents not letting us hangout. i think well be together again sometime next year or even this year after his parent forget about it. im not gonna worry about it that much. he felt so bad he said he was sorry like 4 times and then he said he didnt wanna breakup with me and that he loved me, i love him sooooooooooooooooo much. its just that his parents overreacted over a kiss! oh well, hpw was thanksgiving for you guys???? my sistas here with her family (:

Yeah i think it is too but im still not sure. Me and my boyfriend brokeup (cries) becuz of his parents not letting him be around me since we kissed and madeout. they went a little overboard i think on it and he was REALLY SAD <3 i love him so much and he loves me so much. i dont want any other guy than him <3

Well im glad your happy about it, idk i did think of being in a polyamorous relationship but i wasnt really sure of how it wud be in the future, with the chance of jelousy and getting hurt by your partner (i get hurt by people easily so thats half of why) idk, sometimes like this one girl said on MTV, "if theirs so many people in the world than why limit yourself to just one person?" i thought the same thing too,
but its just me being afraid of how it may cause an unhealthy relationship for me, i dont feel like risking it.

in your opinion do you think its better to have an opened relationship then a closed one? im just wondering cuz sometimes i wonder about it.

Oh im so happy for you!!! i dont think it ay be all so bad when your dating 2 people. but ive never tried it out before, youll have to tell me how it goes foryou guys.
do you like em a lot?
thats so cute,