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Hey! i missed u so much! things havent bene going good for me ): well, my bestfriend Jeffrey moved away to Seattle and may never be coming back. he moved up there to live with his biological mother who is going back to college over there, also becuz he kept getting into so much trouble at school here that his dad decided he is going to a differnt school in seattle, a public school for the first time where he doesnt know anybody ): i miss him so much, we werent exactly that good of friends in the end, but when he left, it was hard not to cry. hes my bestfriend and he always will be, it feels a lot like our love is still living but in a different place where nobody can see or notice. i feel the presence of our past love, its like i see his face in certain places of the school in my mind. i see in the hallwat where we laughed, flirted, HE WAS MY FOREVER AND HE ALWAYS WILL BE. IF ITS TRUE THEN WHEN IM OLDER I WISH TO GO TO SEATTLE AND SEARCH FOR HIM WITH MY BEST LUCK, even though that sounds like something in a movie only. i wud give my whole life just to see him.
im also missing my ex boyfriend. its bene a month since weve seen eachother sine his parents wont let me and him hangout. and i cant stop thinking of him. i cried last night, half becuz he hurt me in a lot of way, and the other half becuz even though he hurts me, theres many things i like about him too. i think he missed me too even though in a way he is a big jerk at times. i just dont know what to do, cud we PM?

thats good
and ive been great
how was your new year???

it really was i was happy he stayed with me and thats terrible! i am so sorry that you had to go thru that by yourself

yup i am happy i got to hang w/my "bubba" and 2 of my friends today so im happy and wen i was preg. over the summer i was in between happy and nervous and scared outta my mind but wen i lost it i thot id die bcuz i was planning on tellin my paarents in lik 2 days and then i found out i lost it but my bf was their for me the whole time and it helped me get over it

havin a great week and waitn on Christmas and found out i amnot preggo so thats good bcuz now isnt the best time 4 that lol

okay im right on it haha (:

Not really that good. Hope, i dont know how to say this but i basickly diagnosed myself off the internet from the symptons of it and i have 4 to 6 symptons or more of it. Hope, I have an eating disorder. and its not bulimia or anorexia. its called "exsersice bulimia" ): you can research it if you want to but if you dont want people seeing what you looked up then i wud delete it from history.

awwwwwwwwww thats cool (:
hey any adivse you think wud be good for my sister?
i talked to her about it.
she said shes liked her friend Preston for a few months now
and she thinks he likes her. they r in 2nd grade and stuff so first off do you think shes too young and all that stuff?

i told her your never too young to date,
i told her how to talk to guys and that guys like their guy
space at times so its good for her not to follow him too much inless if he comes around first and starts hanging out with her ya know? like if he hangs out with her a lot then thats probley a good sign its okay to hangout with him is what i meant. and its good to balance out the time spending with eachother. Hes really sweet and said when they were playing a game at recess like they usually do she told me he was like "your the princess and im the dragon and im to protect you, and jacie is the dog" haha! im gettin a kick out of that one haha! but its soooooooooooo sweet!
shes gonna ask him in a sweet but casual way just becuz you dont wanna freak em out, and just say "do you have a crush on me?' and smile at him and stuff. she told me shes gonna ask me a bunch of questions everyday whenshe comes home from school about guys and stuff. she wants to ask him out on a date to the park but i told her probley not a good idea since its so freakin cold out there haha! and that we dont go there that much anyways. so i seaid the skating rink wud be the best. so when the time is right, shes gonna ask him on a date to the rollerskating rink, and im gonna do her makeup and her clothes and everything.
i also told her that if he freaks out not to worry about it too much since guys r really immature as it is these days and that he will probley come back and start talking to you again.
she told me he also said "ill be your friend forever"
any other advise you cud give her?

Hey whats up?!

o i kno how that feels my 1st time i lost it after 3 months and i kno im not far along im 4 or 5 days late which is VERY odd bcuz i have a regular 28 day cycle thats NEVER more that a half day late