Hey! i missed u so much! things havent bene going good for me ): well, my bestfriend Jeffrey moved away to Seattle and may never be coming back. he moved up there to live with his biological mother who is going back to college over there, also becuz he kept getting into so much trouble at school here that his dad decided he is going to a differnt school in seattle, a public school for the first time where he doesnt know anybody ): i miss him so much, we werent exactly that good of friends in the end, but when he left, it was hard not to cry. hes my bestfriend and he always will be, it feels a lot like our love is still living but in a different place where nobody can see or notice. i feel the presence of our past love, its like i see his face in certain places of the school in my mind. i see in the hallwat where we laughed, flirted, HE WAS MY FOREVER AND HE ALWAYS WILL BE. IF ITS TRUE THEN WHEN IM OLDER I WISH TO GO TO SEATTLE AND SEARCH FOR HIM WITH MY BEST LUCK, even though that sounds like something in a movie only. i wud give my whole life just to see him.
im also missing my ex boyfriend. its bene a month since weve seen eachother sine his parents wont let me and him hangout. and i cant stop thinking of him. i cried last night, half becuz he hurt me in a lot of way, and the other half becuz even though he hurts me, theres many things i like about him too. i think he missed me too even though in a way he is a big jerk at times. i just dont know what to do, cud we
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