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i really wish you were here. the world got soo much darker after you left, and it keeps getting darker. sometimes, it gets those flikers of light, but thats all they are, is flickers. ya know? then the world gets darker again, making it seem darker then before, and then it gets darker still. nothings going right, and the darker things get, the closer i get to following your final footsteps. yesterday, i lost the fifth person since my birthday, and then today with the S, but i never even got to tell you about her. you wouldve laughed and laughed at the things i would have told you about her. and Andi.. all of us... weve all lost so much, things and people we can never get back. Peter, youre one of them. Youre life is something no one can ever get back, no matter how much we want it, how much we need it. I really miss you man.. i really want to follow you, but i dont want to hurt the ones i love either. theyre already going through so much.. Peter.. im so so sorry.. i miss you so much. im not sure what to do anymore, let alone how to do it. i need you Peter.. so much.. im really sorry... <B
please, be okay...

Really wish you were here. I need you and your ways of talking sense into me. where ever you are I hope you are happy. I love you.

The comments you get on here just goes to show how much of an impact you made on peoples lives. You really were, and are, so loved. I miss you so much. <3

Hey Peter, I miss you.

Just thought I would let you know that I did break up with K a while ago. I know you kept telling me that I wasn't being treated right & I had to leave him. I'm sorry that it took your death for me to see what a monster he really is. It was your death that started the argument that ended whatever it was he & I had, but it was nowhere near a healthy relationship.

I miss you & I wish I could tell this to you personally.
-Barbara.

i really wish i could talk to you about something right now.. youd know exactly what to say to help me decide waht to do. about talking to my bro, and about the decision that id be talking about with him. i really miss you, and i have no idea what to do. im so sorry Peter

Hey Peter. A lot has been going on and it makes me think about you. I miss you so much. I wish you were here to talk to me. I wish I would have tried harder to keep you alive. I love you. I hope you are happy where ever you are.

Happy May, Peter.
So much has happened these past few months. You've missed so much, Pete. You were right about us, as always. You were always right, and you never missed a chance to flaunt it, did you?
If you were here, we would be having one of our late night conversations in chat. I would be gushing about Alex and you would be trying to get a word of advice in. We would've talked about you, too, you know. I'm never going to let anything like what happened with you happen again. I promise I'll take care of him, Petey.

Maybe I'll join you someday soon. You can creep me out with your laugh and talk about pointless things.

You know, I regret blocking you on facebook. I can't write on your wall, Pete, and let me tell you, it sucks.

Oh well, be safe Peter. I hope you're happy.
I love you.

Bye for now.

i really miss you right now.. love you Peter

Miss you.

Had to do a politics debate today, reminded me so much of you and how you told me off when i said it was boring.
I miss you so much, can't stop thinking about you and your awesome and how you were always there for me.
I love you