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Hey yoshi. Hang in there please! I dont have skype right now but i care and worry about you. You are so kind and sweet. Im glad i have been able to talk to you. Stay strong!

Then I hope you can try again to prove this to me!

I can only say I am trying to help. Even if I am horrible that I can't offer you good advice directly, know that I really want to help.

Did you print out the drawing already? I am glad that you said you loved it

Hey. Hang in there okay? Please dont give up now.

Thanks for your words just now. I had no choice but to try again. Dont worry about me okay? I want you to be happy too because you deserve it!

The truth is I had no friends... these people only make me felt worse.

I cannot ask for support because I am a weak person otherwise. At least they think I am emotional, and should stop it. They think I choose to be this way.

I am done with them. I didn't say anything to them, but I gave up on them.

I won't able to get support because I don't deserve it

I am sad again today..

I had no friends and they think I enjoy being depressed all the time. So maybe they are right, I am a stupid useless person who only find excuses to be unproductive by being sad. And I shouldn't be sad after all.

How are these fair to me? Don't I have right to feel what I felt? Maybe I am stupid and I tell them what I felt, so I won't do that anymore and it means they are not my friends. I am so stupid. I know they are completely wrong, but I still didn't voice it out to them, because I gave up already.

The truth is they tried to help, and failed, and this broke me even more. It means I have one less hope to be happy again.

I don't know what to do

If having friends is so hard and makes me so weak like now, I would rather choose not to have friends, and I don't have to show anyone I am weak. Then no one will know that I am stupid and horrible.

This is worse than having no friends...

I just reached home this midnight! And now I had exams to take tomorrow for about two weeks and I had only 10 more hours to prepare...

Thank you Darren for being so caring to me though! <3

Sorry to hear that... I amreally sorry that I can't reply you instantly for a few days because I am currently in a horrible place that I had no free time at all...

Aww.... sorry to hear you are so hurt.

But its will be alright again. Have you tried watching movies alone? I watched one today, the recent beauty andd the beast. Extremely touching and motivational for me and it changed me in a lot of ways about life, and I hope you can give it a try, or even other movies too.

The beast in the movie, who was once a prince was cursed. He had gave up hope with love which he needs to break the curse, or else he will be a beast forever. He waited for so many years and already gave up and turned himself into despair and anger.

But he never knew he could met an amazing girl that changed everything. The girl see through his ugly face into his kind golden heart, hidden there for years. They eventually broke the curse and the beast turned back into the prince, and they are together.

I know it sounds like a dream. But what I want to say is don't give up. You really never know when a chance will fall on you to grab it. Don't give up because if you do, even if its there you might not see it.

Darren, I know you are in despair and a lot of pain for a long time, but really things won't always stay this way, and you will able to write a new chapter of your book again. Don't forget that!

And know that we are here to support you as always!

Hello my friend! I hope you made a step closer to happiness! It won't always be far away and you can do this!