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yeah..wow..It's kinda sad that the people don't know their own manager...

My mom was shocked and she was like, "Should we donate some money to them?" (Personally I don't really think it's a good idea...cause idk..it just seems like they're now a charity or something..the idea just doens't seem that good to me, but my mom wants to give them money)

I'm sure it is.

How terrible.

yeah

I'm going...my "uts" might not be as loud and I might not put a ton into making my form strong, but I'm going... Are you going to go?

No, not yet..she usually calls for her break at 5, but I felt like crying so I didn't tell her..I'm going to tell her in the car after she picks me up from Tae Kwon Do.

I think I found out early this school year...

yeah..her dad's pizza was the best thing ever made...If I had a choice of one food to eat forever, it would be her dad's pizza.

Same goes for me..It's hard..I haven't really wrapped my head around it or processed it...I can still hear him from all those times and just coming home on days while she and I were doing our homework at her house and calling her "Jenny"...He's been there for so long that I can't imagine him gone either...

yeah..I must be hard on her..and she kept it all to herself for so long...

I remember in 2nd grade..she had her b-day party at her house..and we made glass suncatchers..and we ran out of yellow and she told her dad that they needed more yellow..and her dad said "well why don't you mix two colors to get it" or "why don't you just use another color?" or something like that and she was like, "no, we need yellow"...and I just remember one time I was at her house doing a project t was either 5th or 6th grade and her dad brought home a little walking Mozzat (?? It's that cracker thing for Jewish holiday) Ball..and he looked so healthy all those times..you would've never guessed he was sick...

yeah..

I think maybe we should at least give her some space this week with it happening so fast and all, so maybe this week isn't the best.

I posted the thread if you want to go look at it....It was hard to write...I couldn't bring myself to put even a sad smiley..even now..but it seems like that its the only way to express the feelings right now without writing a really sad and detailed thread about it without crying...

Thanks

So I'll post a thread and you'll talk to Jessie right?

Yeah =) Thanks.

Hey hun. I hope you had a GREAT sleep. Love you <3 I'm sleeping now 10:21!