It really has been a while since we've had a decent conversation, hasn't it?
I'm sorry.
Things are pretty messed up here. And I simply don't have the strength in me to make it okay right now, so it just seems to get worse. We will talk soon, I promise you. And I need someone like you to hear what I need to say. It's been screwing a whole lot of things up and I need to get it out. I've really missed you, Hollie. I've been thinking about you everyday!
I just need to get things sorted out by new year so that I don't feel I'm off to a bad start.
I love you. <3