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Thanks honey <3 I know it's awful. It's really the worst thing I could do.

We've been talking for a few months... And I really am confident. Tbh I'll probably take a couple of friends along for the first hour just incase.

I know.. but I swear the only times I smile are when I talk with him. Even if he is a rapist who's gunna mug me and stuff, at least he made me happy for a bit. Once that's gone I have nothing left, no hope at all. Which makes me sound like an idiot. I do get how stupid it is, I'm just beyond caring.

Awesome That'd be such a fun job too :P

And I know. I don't blame her in the slightest. And I feel so so guilty, and I did try to reason with her. But she didn't listen. And I know that there is a possibility and stuff. But it's like I've met local internet people before (not arranged but we saw each other around) and I just don't care anymore. If I screw my own life up it's not like anything'll be different...

haha that's AWESOME You thinking about going into media when you're older?

and yeah, in reply to your blog comment, I know someone that used to go out with him, I know loads of internet people that have met him so they can't all be bad bearing in mind I know 2 irl :P and his fb basically shows he is and (I was weary at first) he has sent me a couple of pics cuz I nagged him and they all have his iphone in them which is obvs newish so he's the age he says he is :P The rape thing is the only issue but public sort that and I know my way round where we're going and we're meeting in public at a train station so if he is dodgey there is help around. But I am like very sure! (98%)
And I told my mum all this and she still banned it all but like it's kinda worth my life being hell.. at least it'll give me an excuse to be like this.

Xxx

Aww hello there, it was great talking to you too Absolutely, we definitely need to talk often. Thank you, stay strong too. xxxx

Haaappy birthday!!!!

Happy happy birthday! Love you <3

haha :P Just need to motivation to revise :P
haha xD I'm sure you'll do great
And haha yeah :P don't even know why :P How are you anyhoo????
xxx

Gooood.