Eternal Offline

Thank you!!!

Oh crap, sorry, I was really depressed yesterday, and ive done some serious cuts... but im better now...
Yeah, i cant really get the alcohol out of the house because we have like wines from year of 1950, 1954... I promised to a person who is 1500 miles away from me... So, i cant really call her...
Oh God... This is bullshit...

I just made 18 cuts on my right hand... Because of the bullying, i dont feel anything on my right hand.. Almost...

Im screwed... Im euphoric one second, and then i get a weird and stupid tought, and im depressed for 2-3 days... And when i have depression, im drunk all the time... Im depressed again... And i will need to drink, and i promised someone i wont, and ill break the promise, ill hate myself, which will lead to more drinking and oh god...

Nope... I have my drink and my drugs... Thats my shoulder to cry on...

Well, im lonely in the soul, not psyhchicly...
Yeah, i do but not in "real life"... :/

Nice to meet you Nicole!
Good, so you will pass...
My day? oh... Well, if i say im drunk at the moment, will that say something? And that i have money and no love, and that i completly agree with any movie which says the same. Money wont bring you happiness...
I had a pretty shitty year, not day... :/

Hi, Im Sven... ^^
How was the goverment test?

That would be interesting. Everybody coming on one day and it's like "Why is Nicole's post count at zero?"

I don't think I'll ever be able to catch up but I will reach your post count eventually!
And by then you'll have like 20,000.