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hey nicole, just want to tell you that you're a totally awesome person. Stay that way

You're very welcome! I hope you're having a lovely day today, and had a good celebration for this.

Oh my gosh. Congratulations on graduating! I'm really proud of you and so, so happy for you!

Congrats!!!!

Hey! I'm doing alright thanks! How are you?

Thank you! It is from a movie called, "Grandma Got Run Over by a Reindeer" it is one of my favorite Christmas movies! I find it really lighthearted and funny.

Confused face?

That's good to here.

I have had some problems in school. I have been having panic attacks and dissociation. I am aloud to bring my dog but because it is raining my grandma won't let me.

So today was a really shitty day. I hardly got any sleep last night I think I was having night terrors but I don't remember them so I can't be sure. I have skipped two days of my pills because I keep forget to get them from my moms house. I went to my first class and everything was going wrong. My computer got messed up so it wasn't working right. I could still record the class, but I couldn't take note. I was so frustrated I ended up biting myself with out realizing it. I wasn't really paying attention in class i just couldn't for the life of me.

I had another class at 12:30 but I emailed my teacher and told her how I was struggling and she said I had to do what I had to do. If I couldn't come to class that was totally okay and she understood. So I went into class to give her the homework and told her I couldn't she said that was fine.

I ended up going to Britney the person that helps me a lot at school. I couldn't breathe, I was so shaky and I was a little dizzy. Anyways she walked up and down the hall with me because it was raining, She said that we needed a better plan because this stuff has been happening a lot. So she got someone else involved and I sat with her and talked. But then we decided I would see Stefanie who I have had a good connection with.

Right now I am doing a lot better. I am just waiting for the rainbow alliance meeting to start which starts at four and it is only 2:30 right now.

But besides from that I am doing pretty good in college. I have a tutor for psychology and she helps a lot. My teacher Stephanie also said she loves how I already know the stuff she is talking about and how I participate in class.

I am going to be doing a project for love your body week around body image or eating disorders. SO I think that would help me a lot.

Sorry this is so long :/

Hey Nicole,
How have you been? How's school going for you(I think you are still in college, I'm not quite sure.) I miss talking to you. I have to remember to stop by your page more often and just see how you are and catch up.

I managed to get the next 5 days off