Eternal Offline

That's 8 months hun.. That was suppose to help get a full time job in the next couple years.. And now blahg... I still wanna know who they picked cause I know one of the guys last year was a dope head

Like death.. Not as bad as last night tho.. It got pretty bad cause I could barely breathe and had so much pain I was having panick attacks... But the best part was when then shot me up with all the drugs.. I felt so much better for like 2 hours.... And I can now say I know what it's like to be high on oxy

Next February... Cause that when they start recruiting for the next summer

And what makes it worse is I found out about most this stuff while I've been so sick this week

Thanks..
And yeah we'll idk even know why I wasn't hired. Everyone I knew who did it last year didn't even have half the qualifications I do.. But nope I have bug the SGT for a month and half and eventually the chief to find out I wasnt selected.. Which means I missed the deadlines to apply to work for one of the other police departments, beach life guards, or anything else.

Not doing emt training in June chase the class was full, didn't get hired by Milford police cause I was there top 6th guy and they only wanted the top 5 and I wasn't selected to go to the explorers conference in gorgia.

Mhm cause half my summer plans got fucked up so I have more free time

I might be visiting Washington sooner then later

So, thank you for all the carnations.
You're pretty amazing. Just saying.
And I love you.

Saw your song of the day, I LOVE Three Days Grace.