Eternal Offline

Sorry sorry sorry! I am neglecting you!
My exams are meh :P As all exams I are... I felt a little bad today because I puked on my lecturers shoes.... My bad :/
And just alright? Whats been going on?! xx

Thank you for that wonderful picture Nicole. Might take a few days for me to get out of this stage. Might happen overnight. I doubt that second one but Meh who knows.

What's going on, love?

nicole my best friend told me that he cuts hi wrist today in school i can give you is email and mabye you could get him some help ots spencerfuaver@comcast.net plz help him and get him to sigh up

no ive never really gotten verry specific and i know i should its just i dont wanna cry in front of her, i hate crying in front of ppl! and i know if i start describing how i feel ill start crying. and i dont think it will change anything, i mean i feel like this is just how she is.

ya but im not sure how to get her to understand how i feel, like i tell her she doesnt listen to me and she'll say 'you dont listen to me" i know complaining isnt the right way to get her to understand but i dont know how to say what i mean without complaining..

plz go back and check my post sorry if i sound pushy

well i feel like she doesnt hear me when i talk to her, like ill say something and shell change the subject like she doesnt care about what i have to say or she'll tell me to do something ellse like if nothing i say is right. and it kinda hurts that she's constantly talking care of my brother and talking on the phone with my sister and she doesnt seem to have anytime for me, its allways been like this maybe because im more like my dad wile my sister and brother take after her and so im more of a daddy's girl. but because of that its like i cant even talk to her anymore and i feel verry allone in my house