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Last Activity: March 23rd 2013 07:51 PM
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haha its normal,i met a girl from Florida thats pale and gets sunburned very easy. its all a bit weird. i never got tanned in my life,neither i want to. solarium is an unnatural way to go, and i don't like the sun cause of UV. plus i consider being a bit pale is more attractive looking.
great to hear that your fighting,making a change against ED. wish you the best luck at it!
you do know its a big step you have to take to be healthy cause your beautiful the way your made.
i'm sure you heard that from many other people though.
i am pretty much fine,no bipo attacks for now. but it seems like my modem(cause it is very hot) is going to explode so i gotta be fast.
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hey Esther.
just stopping by and saying hi. how have you been these days?
love your profile picture. you look lovely!
you look a bit pale though. there must be sun above Spain right now. -
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No prob
Wish I could help more though...
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I'm doing okay. I just got home from a psychiatric residential facility a month ago, and i'm doing a lot better than before (socializing more, taking better care of myself, etc) but i have also still been struggling with mood swings and paranoia/flashbacks, which is really tough for me. Thanks for asking
You're dealing with a lot. Remember that even though you may be anxious to ask for help, that we all need somebody to lean on. if you have a hard time expressing yourself through words maybe try art like collaging or poetry and share it with someone you trust.
Regarding your eating disorder, I also have an eating disorder. (eating disorder not otherwise specified- for me i binge a lot and then sometimes restrict and have very low self esteem, etc.) A lot of doctors are starting to think of eating disorders as addictions, just like alcoholism and drug addictions. Thinking like this really helped me. I have also been working the 12 steps )have you heard of alcoholics anonymous or other 12 step programs?) and its been helping me so so much with my eating disorder. it might really help you too.... let me know if you want to know more about it!
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About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Esther
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- Guadalajara, Spain
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- Single and looking
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual/Straight
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- University - Undergraduate
- Occupation
- Student
- Politics
- Radical anarchist :P
- Religion
- Agnostic
- Zodiac sign
- Taurus
- Interests
- Hobbies
- Sport, travelling, hanging around with friends, internet, reading..
- Music
- Rammstein, Dimmu Borgir, Nirvana, Karen Carpenter, Superchick, The Cranberries, Silverchair, Korn, Kreator, Linkin Park, Paramore, Bright Eyes, Plain White Ts, Alexisonfire, Evanescence (not their latest CDs), Three Days Grace, Anorexia Nervosa, Smash Mouth, Sum 41, Green Day, Helloween, Sonata Arctica, Europe, Franz Ferdinand, Dragonforce, Behemoth, Cradle of Filth, Children Of Bodom, TATu... I cannot mention them all!
- Movies
- Saw (all), Waking Life, Requiem for a Dream, A Scanner Darkly, Sophie's World, Girl Interrupted, A Headbanger's Journal, Last Days, Heavy Metal- Louder than Life, Little Nicky, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind...
- Television
- Ghosts Whisperer, Formula one, Simpsons, comedy shows, Pimp my Ride xD (anything on MTV just to kill time, but truth be told, I follow no show, series...)
- Books
- Karl Marx, Friedrich Nietzsche, Jean-Paul Sartre, Miguel de Unamuno, André Comte-Spoonville, Sigmund Freud, Carlos Ruiz Zafon, Stephen King, Yrsa Sigurdardóttir, EDs books, and stuffs :D
- Sports
- Running<3, rock climbing, cycling, swimming, walking, acrosport (how I miss it!!)
- Heroes
- Michael Schumacher, Karen Carpenter, Kurt Cobain, Renee Yohe, Steve Jobs (though I have Windows xD)
- Favorite quotes
- * Don't give up, never give up!
* You're allowed to fall but you must get up back
* Even after a cold, dark night, the sun still comes up. There is always hope.
* Running is like breathing, it comes out naturally!
* You fall when you don't try
* When I am lost, I forgot where, well, you've not. When I am lost, you've not lost me.
* I bend, but don't break.
* Never give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about.
* Always follow your heart.
* You can only 'connect the dots' looking backwards.
* Whatever your past has been, your future is sportless. // Don't let your past steal your future.
* Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.
* Evolution is part of the revolution.
* I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times hard to handle; but if you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as hell you don't deserve me at my best. - Other interests
- Finding myself
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Signature
- Fear Cuts Deeper Than Knives
"And if you told me 'go to the hell', I'd tell you I know pretty well that place"
- Fear Cuts Deeper Than Knives
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