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  1. gooody2shoes
    March 2nd 2013 04:09 AM - permalink
    gooody2shoes
    Thanks for asking. Yes I am new. How are you doing Mr. Dez?
  2. Chuuya
    March 1st 2013 08:57 PM - permalink
    Chuuya
    Ermagawd. So I was on facebook and the thingie about the baby that I liked you know. Ermagawd. Everytime i read I cry. I cry cry cry cry.
  3. PrimadonnaQueen
    March 1st 2013 06:31 PM - permalink
    PrimadonnaQueen
    hey, haha thanks for your comment on my profile.
    Hmmm thats hard to say I have so many favourites
    Like 'shampain', 'how to be a heartbreaker', 'oh no!', 'radioactive' 'valley of the dolls' and 'teen idle' but ' i am not a robot' is very special to me xxx
  4. Chuuya
    February 28th 2013 09:14 PM - permalink
    Chuuya
    Fifth snow day. I'm done. Done. done done. so bored. so much homework that I procrastinated....
  5. LlamaLlamaDuck
    February 26th 2013 09:37 PM - permalink
    LlamaLlamaDuck
    They know their place right from the off.

    RAINBOW STAFFIES. Like in my Signature!

    Oh man that's amazing. You just can't leave them alone. It's like "I LEAVE YOU FOR TWO SECONDS AND YOU SET THE HOUSE ON FIRE AND ELOPE WITH THE DOG! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?" Okay, that's never happened, but it'd be funny.

    It just shocks people. It's fine at first when I'm just caught giggling at something priced 69, but when it comes into really deep areas (THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID) where they think about it and are like "...OH my god you're so innocent I can't believe you just said that!!" It's amazing.

    I don't mind. :P I didn't really notice, I was too busy giggling at "My guys cheated on his wife with a married man"
  6. LlamaLlamaDuck
    February 26th 2013 11:18 AM - permalink
    LlamaLlamaDuck
    We should be able to get like badges for our profiles that show our position in the IRAW Hierarchy. That would be awesome.

    Ohhh yeah, we should do. If we could get Rob's permission, all staffies could have red icons (not have mod access, obviously, just the red pawns) just to freak everyone out. I spend way too much time thinking about ways to annoy people on here.

    Urbz as in the Sims? I had/have that. Never liked it that much though, it was too different. Sims are awesome until you turn your back for a minute and next thing two of your female Sims have gotten married and totally screwed up the plan you had for them all. I tend to win as well, but only my little brother and girlfriend will play with me, so I couldn't say for sure.
    Awwwww, couldn't you get another puppy? I've never had Sims that could have pets before, but it sounds awesome.

    Yeahhh people ALWAYS seem to consider me as all.. sweet and innocent and stuff. I'm really not. Dirtiest mind you'll ever come across and I curse like a sailor when playing Mario.
  7. avocado
    February 26th 2013 01:51 AM - permalink
    avocado
    Hahah, precisely. thanks so much for the welcome.
  8. Maverick.
    February 26th 2013 12:47 AM - permalink
    Maverick.
    Yup. Only Oatmeal Raisin though. :P
  9. LlamaLlamaDuck
    February 25th 2013 10:58 AM - permalink
    LlamaLlamaDuck
    This is true. That's a lot of responsibility. I actually forgot about the Iraw thing. If Rob's ruler, does that make me like... Chief of Police? Assuming Mods are the Law Enforcement.

    Staff takeover day? What?

    Oh my god gameboy! Pokemon!! My childhood!!! I love board games. I seriously kick ass at Scrabble. See, it's not that I die a lot (Can't die in Mario Kart, you just get attacked with stuff during the race) it's more that I get quite... into it.
    Apparently, when I'm racing fictional characters, I get incredibly verbally abusive. As in "If you hit me with that *£&$(*"£ thing one more £*$"&($ time I'll shove your £%*&"(£ spikes so far up your £$*"££ !*$£& that you'll be puking them out for a month!" Naomi is still in shock and she heard me playing over Skype about 6 months ago.
  10. LlamaLlamaDuck
    February 25th 2013 10:19 AM - permalink
    LlamaLlamaDuck
    RAVE!!

    Aw man I don't know. I'm pretty sure if Rob was gonna quit, he'd hire and train someone to do his job.

    I'm sure other people do find gaming and stuff interesting, but unless you're giving me hints for Mario Kart Wii, I'm generally not interested.

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    Hey all! My name is Dez, and I am a 27 year old who just graduated with my Masters in Public Health. So I basically just entered the "real world" and have to be an "adult." Ew.

    On any given day if I'm not here you'll find me napping, sitting in therapy, or watching something on Netflix. I'm trying to do this thing called "finding a hobby," so feel free to pass along your favorite books and TV shows.

    I have an interest in sexual health, especially contraceptives, the prevention of sexually transmitted infections as well as HPV and the vaccine in particular. I stand with Planned Parenthood and similar reproductive health organizations. I also have an interest in vaccines.

    I'm still basically trying to figure everything out myself, but feel free to say hello. If I don't answer right away, rest assured that I will when I get a chance! :D

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    I became a LiveHelp Operator on December 1, 2011. On January 29, 2012 I changed primaries to HelpLINK Mentor. On April 23, 2012 I became a Self Expression Forum Mod. On October 8, 2012 I became an LGBT+ Forum Mod. On December 1, 2012 I became a Chat Moderator. On February 9, 2013 I became a HelpLINK Moderator. On July 13, 2013 I became a member of the Performance Committee. On August 17 2013, I became an Albums Moderator as well as a member of the Articles Team. On October 13, 2013, I became a Self Harm Forum Mod. On November 16, 2013, I became a member of the Social Networking Team. On December 23, 2013, I became a Social Groups Moderator. On December 23, 2013, I also became a member of the Videos Team. On January 25, 2014, I became a Blogs Moderator. On April 12th, 2014, I became a Project Advisor. On August 31, 2014 I became a member of the newly formed Volunteering Committee. On March 27, 2015 I became a Newsletter Editor. On August 1, 2015 I became part of the Disputes Committee. On August 17, 2015 I became a Forums and Community Officer. On April 30, 2022 I became a Community Team Leader.
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    Democrat.
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    Atheist
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    Gemini
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    I don't know anymore.
    Music
    Oh, various things.
    Movies
    The Day After Tomorrow, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Horton Hears a Who, Repo! The Genetic Opera, The Little Mermaid, Finding Nemo, Finding Dory... I don't watch many movies.
    Television
    House M.D., In Plain Sight, Nurse Jackie, Rizzoli & Isles, Hell's Kitchen, Once Upon A Time, Necessary Roughness, Chicago Fire, Justice League, Scrubs, Rick and Morty, Bojack Horseman, Brooklyn Nine-Nine, The Good Doctor, The Good Place, The Resident, 9-1-1
    Games
    Portal, Portal 2, The Sims 3 and 4, Plague, Rocket League, Golf With Your Friends, Magicka, then your classic board games.
    Books
    Anything that's by Jodi Picoult or talks about real life issues or Ellen Hopkins. Fiction books that talk about real world issues, like self harm.
    Sports
    I don't like sports.
    Heroes
    My Pepere (grandfather) and my cousin Sophia, as well as her two older sisters Alex and Gabby and their mother, Kristy. Also my niece Madison. :)
    Favorite quotes
    The world is round, so the place that may seem like the end, may also be only the beginning.
    Other interests
    Being a mermaid.
    Sleeping.
    Eating my sister's food.
    Zumba.
    Sloths.
    Guinea pigs.
    Sexual health and reproductive rights
    Vaccines
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    Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
    Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
    Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
    'Cause you gotta survive

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Posted August 8th 2024 at 09:24 PM by Ennui. Comments 1
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I did a risk assessment with one of my group therapy clinicians the other day and it told us that I was high risk for suicide. I already knew that was going to be a thing. My mental health has been bad lately. The clinician let the crisis team know and they called me, but I was able to convince them I was fine.

I was supposed to go for a medical test on the sixth. They had me go off of my reflux medication to do it, and then the day before the test they called and said they made a...

Posted July 26th 2024 at 05:01 PM by Ennui. Comments 1
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My mixed episode turned into a severe depressive episode, also with a lot of anxiety.

I haven't showered in a week. I am going to tomorrow only because I have an MRI and I don't want them to get upset with me for being dirty. If not I'd probably push it off even longer. I can go to the gym just fine but showering is a nightmare and I don't know why. I never have issues showering when I'm depressed.

I've been self harming regularly, almost daily. It's nothing severe...

Posted July 4th 2024 at 10:10 PM by Ennui. Comments 2
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As the title says, if this keeps up, I will end up back in the hospital.

My mood has been getting worse lately, especially in the month of June. I had a lot of ups and downs despite being on a ton of medications. I have been irritable and snapping at my parents for stupid things like the fact that my Dunkin order was wrong. I also had impulsive spending to the point that I had $6.14 left in my bank account by the end of the month. I have also been self harming and my suicidal thoughts...

Posted April 12th 2024 at 10:00 PM by Ennui. Comments 2
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I followed a journal prompt asking you to write a letter to your future self. I decided to write a letter to me five years from now. I kind of like how it came out so I am posting it here too. Here goes:

Dear Me 5 Years From Now,

I honestly didn't expect that you would live this long, so congratulations I guess. I hope you don't have any permanent damage from any more suicide attempts that happened between 4/12/24 and now. Maybe you're finally not feeling as suicidal...

Posted April 1st 2024 at 10:19 PM by Ennui. Comments 3
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I started writing this and then something happened and it deleted itself, so I guess I'll try to remember what I was going to say.

I was doing relatively well for a few weeks. I really was. I hadn't been self harming and had generally been feeling okay. But then it crashed again and the depression and anxiety are back with a vengeance.

This weekend I was very depressed. I spent a lot of Saturday isolating by myself and was in bed a lot. I went to bed around 7:30, 8:00...
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