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I had been in hospital for yet another OD

Still very tired

Ya, maybe. I wish you the best.

You definitely do seem amazing at that. I hope you find a girl who will let you soon. I know that girl will be the happiest on the planet

You seem to have good taste. Any girl would be lucky to have you

You seem to aim mostly education and job wise. What interests you in the PhDs you picked?

What kind of girl do you want in your love story?

What do you want from life?

Thanks, I really hope I can have that life. Its what I've dreamed about for a long time.

I want to be happy. I want to live in Japan and be a teacher. I want to fall in love with someone who treats me right. I want to enjoy life and respect myself enough to leave my family behind. I want a life where I'm surrounded by people who love me, make me feel good about myself, and make me smile and laugh. Not people like my family who break me down and make me feel worthless. I want a happy life in Japan and to find someone who will love me despite my flaws. I'm afraid that I might not get that life though.

Hehe actually my thoughts are currently PG....mostly

Honestly though, I've been thinking about life. How it used to be, how it is, and how I want it to be. I know a lot of hard work is required for the future I want and I'm just wondering if I can really do it.