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Happy birthday j

Some people like it just like people like different types of food or a different type of music. It's just a form of practice which some people enjoy. Doesn't mean there's anything embarrassing or shameful about it. It's just part of nature to like what you feel is nice to you.

A party? Like for a birthday?

It might seem embarrassing and shameful but I'm sure it's not.

Nah it's almost 9:30 PM here! You?

I'm ok, just tired and kind of sick. I didn't sleep well last night I tend to get sick after crying the day before

How are you?

Aww what are you looking for?

I've been good thanks. Better than a couple of weeks ago.

Good to hear! I'm just relaxing for the evening, how about you?

I'm good thanks! How are you? Not seen you for a while.

I think I know what you mean, but look at how far you've come, you're stronger than any urge or memory. You're only human, its okay to hurt. But to overcome it? That's when you prove how underestimated being a human can be
....if that didn't make any sense its probably because I'm out of it right now

you're a great friend <3

Well yeah... see someone always reminded me to take every minute one at a time, live each day as its own day because anything more than a day would probably overwhelm me. And it does, but you know. For example, I've made it a month and a week and 5 days without self harm. It feels like longer, but that's longer that I've resisted. Sure, longer that I've needed it, but the resistance can only make me somewhat stronger?
...I don't know yet. I hope so
Don't let it take the light behind your eyes