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Thought I'd retry Xbox Live seeing as my brother bought me 3 months of Gold for Christmas, so only now decided to use it.

How about you? Did you start back at school today?

It's better sometimes, like today.

I'm ok but rather drowsy due to my medication. How about you?

I'm okay... you?

Eh, I guess so lol even though I'm home-schooled, I still don't like it ahha. What about yourself?

You don't need to worry about me, it's okay. I hope you're okay!

I get them because I have a neck problem. The neck problem causes the headaches every day, only yesterday it was really bad.

What do you mean?

Oh, okay. Goodnight. I hope you have a good first day at school tomorrow!

Thanks. I just see and hear about all these pretty girls and I get jealous. Isn't that pathetic? I felt pretty confident because a guy at the store said hello to me. I know it doesn't sound like much, but it just kind of felt nice to be noticed. I felt pretty good, then I saw this girl. She was so much prettier then me. I compare myself to everyone. I'm jealous of my own cousins! I'm jealous of my friends! Because they're all so pretty and I'm just... ugh.
Sorry. Kind of went into a rant.

I'm just in a conversation with someone right now and it's so triggering but I don't want to be mean and stop talking to them. She's telling me how much she weighs and how much she's eating. She's so tiny and she's doing so "good" at losing weight, I just kind of makes me realize how much of a failure I am.

Sorry, we're talking about me too much.