aww <3 I got stung by a bee once but I still like them. They're really friendly
especially if you wear a flowery dress in the summer...
the thing with me is I could barely recall the insults, it's happened over the course of several years. But sometimes it's not even the insults but it's the feelings I get, the vibes and their attitudes. Those are hard to describe.
I'll list a few here
you can't communicate
you're so shy (they meant it as a bad thing)
there's something wrong with you
you don't know how to do anything
stop pretending you're at a dentist (when I was smiling and my teeth was showing)
too bad your shoes don't match with your dress
do you have a boyfriend yet
you make your grandma cry at night
this family loves you, but if you don't want to involve yourself then we won't run after you
then there's also the accusations, and the voice tones and everything else that I just don't know how to describe but I know very well is there.
they call my sisters and me "the girls" it's so annoying, considering my oldest sister is 24
they treat us like babies, like we can't take care of ourselves
constantly yelling at me
it was my cousin's wedding so I had to see them. Torturous family event. My dad wasn't invited and my mom isn't here. I always feel like I'm a burden because even growing up, we would have to visit them without parents, which meant each of my relatives had to take care of us, they made it seem like a burden, never treated us as real family.
My cousins I grew up with barely talk to us, and the ones who are younger have no clue we're cousins. Their parents don't tell them. It's ridiculous because the triplets are six years old and we bonded during the few times we saw each other, even more than the cousins they see regularly. They wanted to invite me to their home to hang out, since at the wedding, we were separated men and women -.-