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Just talking to a friend. Trying to get feelings and memories sorted out. Studying for a biology test. What about you?

It's not my intention, I just prefer to be realistic.

I've been good although ready for bed in a few minutes. You?

It might seem like a long time but in reality, in comparison to the rest of your life, it's not. Have a think about it, just 3 more years until you're 18, then you can do whatever you like! She won't be around anymore and you can go to college, get great grades and go to university, enjoy getting a great career and by then you'll have met someone who's worthy of your love and affections.

Thanks j and same to you.

Not really. I'm just trying to sort through my thoughts, ya know? But I'm doing alright. 2 days SH free also

Haha! I wish or I'd have taken it years ago!

It will get better for you Jason, I know not now, the next year or the next but after a while, it will get better.

I'm okay .

Give yourself time. That's all I can say. There is no magic pill that will make your feelings for her go away. The best thing you can do is avoid her at the best you can and give yourself time. Once you see less and less of her and I know this might seem long term, but once you leave school you'll see far less of her after that and to the point where you won't see her at all and you'll eventually lose interest.

As you go to school with her the best I can give is that you try and avoid her as much as possible. I know it's hard if she's in the same lessons as you but during break times and such will allow you some time to be away from her. Once you leave school you'll be able to see her far less and you'll not have to worry so much.

You can always try and get closer to her then, ask her to hang out more often and see how things progress.