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I'll always be around
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I want to, but sometimes I think there isn't any hope for me
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Thank you! I know I need too. I seriously need to start thinking about it -
Thanks I am going to try after the holidays... I just really am hoping that I will get better on my own. I'm still in denial that I have issues... Which sounds insane. But yea... I know I won't get better. But I'm real good at lying to myself. :/
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I know... I just hate being a burden to them Like when I was in the hospital for my suicide attempt. Only I knew it was a suicide attempt. Everyone else just thought my lungs have out and I colapsed and that's how I got all the cuts and stuff.. But no... It's just really hard for me to tell anyone. Especially them.
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About Me
- Basics
- Name
- India
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- Arizona
- About
- About me
- Im from California :) I've traveled all around the world and have seen a lot . Im also a scuba diver :D But mostly my life's calling is to someday be in the top rodeo's , Barrel Racing makes my life whole :) I've been through a lot and at times I feel like im useless to anything but helping others , so if you ever feel like you need to talk to anyone im always here . Music and riding are my two escapes from the world , and make me very happy :)
I suffer from BPD, Bipolar Type 1, and PTSD , but I try and not let them define me. I've been hospitalized twice, once for a suicide attempt, and the last for a severe manic episode. But currently, im alive, so it's ok :) Im an AP student , who aspires to become a clinical psychologist and to help sufferers with Bipolar or Borderline Personality Disorder.
Everyone should add me on skype- blackbird_2013
RIP the best mom out there <3
May 30,1964 - March 26, 2013
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- Single and looking
- Sexuality
- Bisexual
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Politics
- DONT CARE
- Religion
- Buddhist
- Zodiac sign
- Cancer
- Interests
- Hobbies
- Barrel Racing ( Horses in general), Varsity Track Hurdler, Soccer, Photography, Journaling
- Music
- Anything really :) Really enjoy indie folk, indie rock+alternative though
-ODESKA
- ALTJ
Kid Cudi
Grouplove
Passion Pit
etc... - Television
- The Walking Dead
Heartland
Greys Anatomy
Doctor Who
The Mindy Project
Orange is the new black
The office - Sports
- HORSES:) , Soccer, Hurdler on track
- Favorite quotes
- Good girls dont make history
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Signature
- the girl who always seemed unbreakble finally
BROKE
the girl who seemed strong
CRUMBLED
the girl who always laughed
CRIED
the girl who never stopped trying finally
GAVE UP
she let her fake smile fade and as she did a tear rolled down her cheek and she whispered
' i can't do this anymore'
- the girl who always seemed unbreakble finally
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- hocus pocus
- Feline the love.
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