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this is weird
am I being taught the ways of girlhood, learning to talk about things?

I think I was feeling discomforted because somewhere in my naive, romantic mind I thought the first person I told I liked would like me back and fulfill my teenage dream fantasies

*warms with pride*

in the spirit of that i'd like to talk about why I think aurora discomforts me
and i'm gonna send before I change my mind

Now I'm trying to convince you, too.

I did not give up because something else happened(are you proud i'm being so open) Yesterday I also lost my phone
but today at school
I got it back
I thought it was lost forever but then I got it back and i guess I just connected them

I assume so
she was wearing it

That's awesome! You should get a picture of him sometime.

That's cool! What type of dog?
Exactly, I wouldn't use it to harm myself either! My parents just think that everything sharp is a SH tool to me. >.>

ok well yesterday I was focused on giving Lexi the bracelet which I did today
but yesterday I was thinking about how my friend said it was a bad idea and I was thinking about Aurora and I was thinking about what we were talking about

and I got to a point where I was saying I'm giving up on love which is a BIG thing for me cause i'm such a romantic
i'm not gonna try anymore cause it keeps failing and hurting

He is!
Yeah, my parents don't trust me with anything sharp anymore. ._.

Ok good

No
a combination of what we talked about with aurora and giving up on love yesterday

I always get nausea. ._. And I think I've lost some of my appetite, too.
There's a picture as well.
My parents would never trust me with one.