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oh no that's alright
i'm fine with the word rejected-except that I wasn't
I was ignored and I think that's what messed me up the most

and I think the fact that she was my first crush probably makes it harder

Yeah but shouldn't I be over her by now

No I won't see her till summer's end

Ok things got confuzzled but i'm on computer now so I can fix things

She was my crush I told her I liked her and she ignored me completely

In my head I said I would be over her if I could honestly think that:
if she came to me and wanted us to be together would I say no
but I don't think I would I think i'd say ok and I guess that means I still have feelings for her

We wereshe was my childhood crush

Why do you assume shes nice?

Tbh im still not sure if im over her
in my head i said if she came and said she liked me ould i sayno and i dont think i would

I do want to tell you things but i normally dont feel comfortable
Well uh it was a month after a girl ndi thought it was stupid i wasnt past her yet

Ok next. Time somethings wrong i promise i will just tell you right away

Same goes for you

you did askhow i was and persist but i liedcause ithought it was stupid

Lol
Yeah i am very bottled up
you dont know but i spent an entire conversation with you crying but you tthought i was in a good mood

No its just fourth of july and power problems

Well you ask about my day and if i say fine or ok you persist
i know people who dont even ask

Our power wen out
i love how caring you are
It makes me smile