They treat me really bad because they have nothing else better to do. They always called me bad names and made fun of me. I always asked them to stop and they wouldn't

Aw hun, how do they treat you?
an you ask them to stop?

I don't want to be sad my whole entire life. I've been this way for a couple years now and I'm starting to hate it very much. I wouldn't be depressed or suicidal if people didn't treat me the way they did

That's understandable, but hey we all have sad moments in our lives, you'll get through it

I can try something like that. It wouldn't hurt. I would just like to be happy again

Aw where there is always everyday happy things like butterflies, the last time my sister was visting (she lives on the other side of the earth) she told me and my mom every time we see a butterfly she is thinking of us, weather that be a fake butterfly or a real one.
Why not do something like that?

Well, there aren't many things that make me happy. My bestest friend and people on this site make me happy. I'm usually depressed every day

Then think of happy things silly billy!!! :P

It's alright. I'm just thinking about some things that are making me feel this way. Nice to meet you too Kelsey

Ah, I'm sorry to hear that your kinda down, just know that there is always a rainbow at the end of a storm
And it's nice to meet you Jamie