It usually makes things worse. People want to fight me, but I back down because I'm not a fighter and I hate fighting people. The last time I fought anyone was back in 6th grade. After that, I never wanted to fight anyone else

Well what happenes when you stand up for yourself?

I try not to let it get to me, but it still affects me when someone calls me ugly or something that bothers me. Sometimes, I want to just stand up for myself, but it makes things a lot worse. I might just have to stand up for myself. That's the best I can do

Most of the time the nice girls and guys always get it from people because they are jealous or they don't understand you or they are just down right mean, there is a lot that it could be but the point is for you not to let it affect you anymore

I never understood why they had to mess with me. I'm just a really nice girl who likes to deal with people's crap and stuff. I don't get it at all

I'm sure they will just give it time

I still go to school, but I'm not in that school anymore. I was sick of dealing with that crap. So, I'm homeschooled now. I've tried to get help because everything people said about me I believed every single word they said. I really hope things get a lot better soon

Do you go to school? Can you talk to a counselor about it? they maybe able to help more then I, I don't know much about it.
But I'm sure things will get better it's all a matter of time. Have you ever heard that saying "thing will be better in the end, if its not better then its not the end!" that applies to everything.

I tried to ignore them, but they just kept doing it. When I would stand up for myself, it made everything worse because people wanted to start fighting me

then the bets you can do is ignore them, if thats they way they wanna be then it doesn't matter what thye say