Dear Aj, I miss you alot ... I miss my best friend I know you will never see this , but I miss you. And god I need your more than ever right now, why did you have to disappear? why did you leave me all alone? What did i ever do to make you want to leave me alone to face everything alone? Was it all the horrible things I said? Was it that I wanted to date you and you didn't want to date me? I just want to understand why my best friend and sister basically disappeared from my life. I miss you and I just want you back in my life, so that we can be friends again like we used to. Just god Adrianne I need you , please just come back to me.

Lexie...you are amazing. <3