I posted it. God I feel depleted of all energy now... It's long and I'm saving the other half of that experience for tomorrow coz I just CANNOT continue. Guess I'm not strong enough to battle my demons just yet, got to struggle through the shit!

Thanks.
I'm going to go have a shower, that segment made me feel really dirty..

Jay.

Aww btw I read and commented 1 of your blogs and will continue forth soon. I hope you can continue posting..i'm proud of you for getting it out.

Hahaha, yep! Thanks I do! When it's not bumping me off when I fucking type out the hardest chapter of my life... I cannot type that again! Fuck this computer...

Jay.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! LIVE IT UP!

Jay.

I pictured you doing that, that's cute :P Glad to see you love this place so much!

HEHEHEHE, oh yeah! I saw a PM in my inbox and was like OMG OMG OMG OMG (not really, haha, but I did do a smll fist pump in celebration )

Jay.

PAAAAAARTAAAAAAAAH!!

WOOOHHOOOO!!! BACK UP MAN!

Jay.

I went to FB you to let you know its working, I see you beat me. LOL

Yeah, most days I cannot, I just see how dreary it looks and try ramming into it but it ends up drowning me..

Aww, you should sleep!

Jay.