It's okay, gorgeous, you didn't know
No, it wasn't, don't worry, it only just sank in, at least I passed the angry part of grieving..
It's okay.

I'm trying <3 xo

Shit I'm so sorry!
That was pretty selfish of me babbling about my own crap.. -_-
So sorry!
Stay strong! <3

I know how you mean.. I just foud out a few hours ago my best friend (ex best friend, long story) killed herself.. I knew her mother was dying of cancer, her dad split, my friends older sister looked after her own selfish needs and then moved out. My friends older brother started drinking and smoking, her younger sister ran away and hasn't been seen since I was friends with the whole family and it's just.. hopeless...

Jay.

I mean it's so sad it's almost funny... xD
Like...as soon as I start feeling a bit up....BOOM! Things change... xD

Awww, I'm so, so, so, so sorry to hear that babe I know what you're feeling, it'll be okay Believe it!

Jay.

I just lost my best friend.....I should be horrified but I'm still kinda in shock and I'm trying to be engaged in chores or something so that I can control my emotional outburst....but seriously...I lost my best friend!!

Don't worry about me, just reminiscing and seeing all the shit I've been through is weighing down the good and imprisoning the good moments, they are trying to strangle the good moments so I don't feel happiness anymore!

I hope you are okay babe xx talk to me if you need to!

Jay.

Sort of? Umm..all okay?
Well....I'm...not-so-good really but nothing big so yeah..
xx

Hey gorgeous! OMG OMG, long time, no chat Sort of good, sort of not -shrugs- it's so-so.
You?

Jay.

How you doin'?

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