You have to remember that you're human, eating is a part of life - you can't avoid it. To save this getting more triggering for others, if you do want to talk about it you're more than welcome to PM me.

I hope you enjoy yourself too! My mum just went shopping for Christmas, she's filled the sides, fridge and cupboards and now it'a all very real haha.
Merry Christmas. x

I don't want to purge anymore... I know it's a disgusting thing to fall captive to but if I eat my body tells me I have a limit and I feel sick if I pass the line...

It will be I hope you enjoy yourself

Jay.

It's Christmas, you're allowed to. But in all seriousness, I'm sure you have absolutely no reason to hate your body at all. Try to have fun instead. <3

I've never had one like this either. My grandad moved back to London this year and got married, so now we can. Hopefully it'll be good though and not really stressful.

Thanks, I forgot to mention that I hate food at the moment and hate my body more... So I'll probably not pig out.

Haha, that sounds good I've never had a family christmas

Jay.

That sounds good. I hope you have a great few days!

I've got the entire family over for the day! My mum is cooking for my family plus her dad and step mum, her mum and brothers and my dads mum and dad. IT will be chaotic haha. Still it should be fun.

Hey there,

I hope I will soon <3

Nothing much, you?

Well, I'm having christmas two days before chsitmas coz mum will be in hospital, we're just gonna pig out on stuff and open prezzies. you?

Jay.

Ahh nice.

You shouldn't give up though, you'll find something <3

Aw good What did you get up to?

Any plans for Christmas?

Mum picked a girl name, I chose Nathaniel if she was a boy

I know there are, but I'm sick of searching and coming up with squat :/

Hahaha, yeah, we had a great day together and ended up both of us falling asleep on the return trip

Jay.

That's really pretty. :3

I Always think there are better, more healthy ways to feel good.

Baha, that was nice of her.

We're calling her Talia Still trying to pick a middle name, we're going to have to hurry :P

I used to smoke cigs and I gave up, I want to smoke again though because smoking was something that made me feel good, yes, I looked like a fag but so did my friends, so I wasn't alone :P

I couldn't pass it up :P We finally caught up and she thanked me for letting her sleep

Jay.