Hey there!

Not sure if you'll get this since you haven't been on TH in forever, but I just wanted say I hope you're doing awesome! I wish I could somehow repay you for all the help you gave me last year and for the support! I truly consider you to be my hero. I come onto here from time to time just to see if you've been on just so I could say hello to you haha. You'll always mean alot to me. So don't be a stranger if you get back on and shoot me a VM or PM! I'd love to hear how things are going with you !

Take care!
Kris

<- for you. Everybody needs a random smile every now and then

Umm, I think the panic attacks were probably from a combination of stuff that had been piling on - worrying about how friends were doing, the normal wear from family stuff, knowing that I would be away for a few days probably had something to do with it, and then being sick probably just frustrated things since it mixed feeling physically beat up with feeling emotionally crappy. I crashed a bit, but I'm doing way better now. Thanks for offering to talk about it

I went to Florida, near-ish Orlando, though I did get to go to the beach the last day, which was a lot of fun, and the lovely pink sunburn I got is starting to fade now

Wow. Thank you. I'm not entirely sure I deserve that - I mean, in the end people are the ones who have to save themselves - but I'm glad to have helped. Anytime Really.

Meh. Well, I suppose that up and down is better than just down. And sometimes it is a helpful reminder when it goes from down to up, remembering that that can (and does) happen. I'm sorry to hear about all the fighting; that can be really rough. If you ever need to rant, need a sympathetic ear, anything like that, you know where to find me. It's great that you're trying to keep looking forward; reminding myself that however "right now" might hurt, it won't always feel that way in the future, helps channel my own immediate responses to stuff like my family's fighting and things typically end up way healthier for me.

Anyway, I didn't mean to lecture you quite so much

Sorry to hear about the panic attacks. Got anything you'd want to talk about or was it just being sick and general life?

That's cool you got a little vacation. Where'd ya go?

Who could forget you? You've been hands down the most helpful friend I've ever had in my struggles. I know I owe you my life.

Eh, up and down. Working again, trying to get caught with bills and what not. Things aren't going to well with my girlfriend, or now ex for now at least, or my family. Been fighting with both non stop. Trying not to let myself slip into the same frame of mind I was in. Just trying to look forward but its hard with so much bringing me down. But not having to worry about things financially is a huge weight off my shoulders.

Hey! Thanks for stopping in. Stupid cold got worse for a while and I kept having panic attacks so that I wasn't very functional for a while, but I went out of town for a few days and that helped a bunch (but also meant I didn't have computer access. Grr.) My schedule should start being way more normal around Monday or so. But I have been thinking of you! It was really nice, seeing that you'd dropped by. Sort of a "hunh, guess I'm not completely forgettable." So thanks

How've you been???

Hey hey! Seen you haven't been on in awhile. Just thought I'd stop in and see how you were doin?

I don't want to waste anyone's time anymore. Been very very bad as usual. Oh well, thats my life. Sorry you've been sick. Hope you feel better soon.

I'm sorry that you've been terrible. Please don't hesitate to make another thread - we're here for ya Or if you'd prefer, you can PM me anytime. I care about you, a lot. So really, don't hesitate. How've the past few days been for you? I've had a cold, so I haven't been on TH much. But I'm finally getting back to functional again.

Thinkin' of ya <3

Sorry to hear that. Glad you're doing good now.

Honestlt, terrible. I got out of the hospital a few days ago I tried to end it again. A friend found me and called. I feel so shitty I don't even want to make another thread. I just want to go into my little hole and never come back

Eh, I've been variable. But what else is new I'm alright at the moment

How have you been?