i've always wanted to be an only child. idk why either. probably because i'll be left alone when i need it.

Yeah... only child is handy in that respect... but also means I'm fussed over and feel guilty if I don't be nice...
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ya most parents dont. hell thats why i cant tell my parents anything and i cant tell my siblings anything either cuz then they'll end up telling my parents and then there will be more people bugging me about what i told them.

She would tell me off and say you don't eat enough, then give me a hige meal... nto let me run until I ate and then send me to the doctors to stop being so stupid... She doesn't understand stuff...
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well have you told her youve had to much

Because I have to eat before I run apparently... otherwise I'll end up in hospital or something... I don't know... I think mum just wants me to be fat...
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why do you think you might be forced?

Yeah... I would listen to music but everything I like is so depressing...
Must download set the world on fire though...
But yeah... Trying to force myself to stay up here but it's hard... and with running I think I might be forced to eat something and I've had too much today... :s
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cool lol apart from my music on my laptop it's actually what ive been trying to seek for the past 2 weeks. quiet lol

cool I'm doing the same but watching TV!