It just looks a state, all messy and it's just ugly...
I swear it looks better when I do it myself...
It's a plumbing thing my mum wants to use for soap...
I missed you to
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Why? Does it not hold curl or something? Like, whats wrong?
Idk what that is o-o
Not really.
But I missed you! <3

I'm back...
Even the hairdresser can't make my hair look nice
Although I'm kind of happy we couldn't get any caustic soda...
Been doing much in my absence?
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:/
I hope something works out hon.
Keep your chin up. Talk to you later<3

Tomorrow... Yeah I don't think she will because the amount of water when she did darks yesterday evening...
I have to go Talk soon <3
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When do you need the clothes washed by? Today or tomorrow? I mean, if it's tomorrow I'm sure your mom could have time to wash them
That's all I ask, that you try. Thank you. I hope things get better.
And thank you, but I don't think so. I don't think there's anything anyone can do to help this go-around. I do appreciate it though

No, I have some clothes but it's like sports bras I don't.. I supposse I could put it in the basin and stuff...
Sorry, I'll try... I forget to try sometimes, I just don't see the point... Hopefully I'll feel better then...
Are you sure I ca't help you with anything?
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I know how you're feeling. God knows, I really do.
But going and cutting yourself to peices like you're feeling like doing really won't help honey. I know that you know that....just like I know I can't do anything to stop you besides ask you to stop and think about what you're doing. It's really not worth it.
As for the running clothes, do you have anything else you could wear instead? Or is it a certain uniform you're supposed to wear?

I'm in my room listening to music, I have to go hairdressers and shopping for stuff later so I'm probs going tro almost cry in the middle of B&Q, just adding another shop to my freaking long list! Can't wait till Friday when I'm home alone... I'm just going to slice myself to pieces...
And mum didn't wash my running clothes so I'm going to die! All my clothes reek and I have a club meeting tomorrow and then on holiday with them... I duno what to do... I can't wash and I'm not alowed to kill water... Sorry I'm in a horrible mood and I can't get myself out of it...
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Ha.
Sounds like how I've been feeling.
Just laying in my bed. Hoping like hell my mom goes to work and doesn't stay home because she's "sick". If she stays home I'm going to go insane. ><
you?