Meh ok
How has your day been? <3

love you too Xxx how has your day been?

Thank you
You can always talk to me too
I love you, take care sweetheart <3 xxx

you can always talk to me sweetie, I'm happy to help you, talk to you about anything. I've got to go for today, but please leave me a message if you want Xxx

Snap but talking about yourself is good somtimes. You can always pm me or inbox me or whatever if you need to talk and don't want anyone else to see.
Longggggggg story. Basically just lifes not great and struggling right now xxx <3

I hate talking about myself, what's up with you? Xxx

I know how you feel sweetheart believe me i do but everyones different and thats what makes us special. You don;t NEED to you WANT to theres a difference. But if you do want to please do it healthily.
It's not enough about you talk to me
Meh i'm alive i guess <3

I run long distance... they're all so beautiful and thin and perfect, I need to be like that!... I hate being big, I feel and look horrible around everyone. But enough of me... what about you, how are you? Xxx <3

Well i think that its good that your gag reflex is strong that can save you a lot of trouble. Sweetheart i know how you feel but honestly starving yourself isn't going to make anything better. Maybe eat healthier? Or small regular meals? These can help you. You don't need to be thin to be a good runner. Hell i know a lot of good runners that are bigger than most. Try not to be so hard on yourself sweetheart. Your perfect to me just as you are. You don't need to change

I didn't have an off day though... I seem to be always having off days at the moment... it's horrible, I used to do it to make me feel good and feel happy, but now I end up hating myself after... I am fat... I'm bigger than everyone there and they're all so pretty unlike me! I've been trying to get thin for ageeees but nothing's working, no matter how much i run i don't get thinner, i don't look like a runner so i'll never be good and I need to be and I need to be thin and there's nothing else I can do... and mum keeps feeding me and I can't puke it up because I've tried, I've had a toothbrush right down my throat and I can't get it up, I have too strong a gag reflex and i just... i just don't know what to do...