I don't know what's wrong with me... I feel crazy...
I don't know why I feel so terrible which makes me feel so much worse because I feel like I'm being stupid and just looking for attention and stuff... And I've done terrible things today... I ate so much... I feel so hungry though... I don't know why... I've been careful not to starve myself, to eat lots of healthy food... I've eaten so much fruit and veg, but also having a biscuit to mute cravings... but then I had to eat because I was too hungry... and mum bought me sweets and I had to eat them but they weren't veggie but I couldn't hurt her feelings and make her think I wouldn't eat them because she spent money on them and she doesn't understand that loadsa stuff has gelatine in them... So I feel unbelievably guilty that I ate animal and I have all my building problems, the fact I'm completely overloaded with work and although I'm almost on top of it I like having nothing because the stress gets me down and I don't have time to run anymore so I'm going to get fat and slow and I love running and I have physics tomorrow which is stressing me out and although i have drawing paper it still is horrible sitting completely alone...
And now I feel so bad that I've rambled on over nothing... It's completely irrational and not right...
Xxx

You don't have to pretend to be fine if you're not. I'd rather you tell the truth. Talk to me?
Look after yourself gorgeous! <3 Xxx

Ok
I guess I should cuz I did need the pain, it's a small hole in my hand...
I'm fine... I have to be fine... It made the bad stuff go...
I felt much better after and it was the quickest release...
How are you?
Xxx <3

It dies count as SH yes.
It's up to you, if you want to re-count though. I suppose it depends on how bad it ws.
Are you ok sweet? <3

That's good
Um.... does scratching count as SH?
Like would you go back to re-counting after scratching?
Xxx

Aww Get some rest beautiful!
I'm not to bad.
Nightly lovely <3

Um tired... so so tired... I'm off to bed now cuz I just cant keep my eyes open...
What about you?
Night Night
Xxx

nuh
How are you? <3

You're awesomer!
Love you too
Xxx

Not as awesome as you!
I love you <3