I just wanted to wish you a very Merry Christmas!!


-Sydney

You should crank up your music super loud and dance through your house haha it's what I would do.

Thanks hehe, I figured I needed something up so i just used one of my old webcam pictures lol! Thats great to here your feeling better, time heals almost everything. Im feeling good, im trying to keep a positive mood, its hard to do in a house by myself though sometimes.

Haha your picture is pretty awesome! Yeah I think things are getting better. I'm sure if I gave it more time everything would heal on its own. How are you feeling?

Haha don't worry I wont. I love my sarcasm and cynicism and if others don't oh well.

Yeah, you're right. I need to start living too. I'm tired of this depression BS, its for the birds

Haha sarcasm is my middle name yeah I try and stay poisitive and upbeat and always end up putting others problems before mine and pushing mine to the backburner and then I'm left to a heap of problems....isn't that just great? Haha

Yeah I can be very cynical sometimes haha but I try to stay positive, try being the key word its awfully hard sometimes though. I have learned to try and make a joke out of everythingg ....after all laughter is the best medicine

Ive been this way so long everybody just thinks its my normal nature, my family knows it though. I have friends that like my grimness, I have a very morbid out look but I want to be happy. Its hard I know, I think we have to make goals to break away from the binds.

I know what you mean. I'm bringing my family down....luckily I can hide it from my friends I hhonestly don't know what to do. It is too much for me to handle.