So what you up to?
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Thanks gorgeous
Aw, don't even say that bub!
Thanks
Hehehe! Oh yeah!

Jay.

OMG! Welcome to the staff!
How come I'm not noticing all the new staff members? Kill me now. -_-
Anyways congratulations!
You're all green.
xD

My dreams are gone! If I can't leave then I'm nothing! My dreams were all I had! And now I can't even do that. All I want to be is free but I don't know how to be.

Thanks sweetie for the support though, I'll try a bit harder, try and make new dreams, but I've wanted them for as long as I can remember so it may be tough.

Jay.

Awh...! Don't give up Jay! You're not alone. We're all here to support you. I know it may seem hard but it's worth it, trust me.
Please, please, please don't give up hope!
Stay strong!
And take care of yourself.

Everything! I really was close to killing myself last night, too close than I care to admit but then I told myself to wait to see the psychologist because she could prescribe more pills so my OD would be perfect!
The blood clot is still there, BUT surgery isn't on the table. I may never get to leave Aussie which I desperately do want to. I feel like I can't do anything right! I just, -shakes head- I don't want to fight anymore.

Jay.

What's wrong? :O

Not really

Jay.

All okay?

-Shrugs- don't want to talk about it.

You?

Jay.