"The person I love wants to die, I want to help him, but i just dont know what to do. I've tryed to help, but.....idk. He is perfect to me, and for me. But he dosnt see that. I tell him that he is beautiful, but he doesn't believe me, and it's hard to know that"

-Sarah <3

That's it, i'm done.....leaving.
Life is to painful
It's not worth it
I love you
Goodbye

My type of death is long and painful
Starving myself

And i'm happy your still alive, but i swear, if I could, i would take all this pain away from you. Even if that ment me getting it all.......

OK, J, please, talk to me. I dont lye, and i never have to you. Everything I tell you is true. Your the one I love, and if you dont like me, i'm fine with that. I miss you sooooo much, that I almost cut, and if you dont talk to me, i may start cutting. I've tryed to stop thinking bout you, but I think bout you every second of everyday. I miss you
<3 Sarah

i didnt do it again im sorry i didn't do it
i just feel like im in such a dark spot and i dont see anything
i dont see the point in anything why should we be theres nothing good whats the point really
i just cant stop thinking about it i just want to die its all i want its all i think about
its just seems like a easy way out

You where born because you will be important to someone,
And your EXTREMELY important to me <3

I'm sorry
I hope your still alive. If your not then.....i'll blame myself for not being there. I was just so mad at myself cause I thought I messed it up. I still want to be with you, no madder what. I'm going crazy, i'm about to cry, and if I could I would be cutting. I know this is not my fault, but it feels like all of it. If I could, I would come all the way to right where you are, and help you through this.
One thing i don't understand is, why do people want to live forever? There is so much pain in life that it would not be worth it. If I had to live forever, i would do what ever it takes to kill myself.
And one thing I know is, you can make me smile with out even trying. I was so happy to see you where still alive and missed me and I stopped you, but them I saw what you wrote here. I cant stand the fact that you wheren't there when you needed me the most. I feel like the worst person in the WORLD.
I miss you

plz sign on i want to talk no i need to talk

i wish i wasn't such a f*** up i wish i really wasnt i wish i was normal
than u could be happy but i dont kno i suck