Thank you

It does actually make sense. Seeing someone different can actually be a whole better expierience. My first therapist wasn't right for me either, so maybe a change is for the best? If you never try, you'll never know. And the part about feeling hollow, but not sad, I know what you mean. I feel like that a lot, I have for months. Where you aren't even sure if you're sleepwalking or are a zombie or just plain numb, but life isn't registering and it slowly wears you away? Kind of like any of that? I wouldn't doubt the anxiety thing, it very well could be the medication or the anxiety in general, a lot of things can contribute to the feeling, but like you said, feeling better may take a while, but it WILL happen for you as well

It's really gorgeous.
I'm so glad you're doing better. It honestly always killed me to see what you've been going through! Feeling better might take a while, but it WILL happen. I hope that the guy helps- it's really good to have someone who makes you happy.
I'm doing... alright. Past few days have honestly been rough. I had my first therapy session in months which ended in me shouting at my therapist and my therapist getting kind of snippy (at least it seemed that way. Maybe I'm just hypersensitive). She finally told my mom I need to see someone else, and one place she recommended is run a bit differently, and I'm honestly kind of looking forward to it. But mainly I've been feeling, like... hollow. Confused. I'm confused because I have absolutely every mindset of a depressed person, but I'm not sad all the time- I'm unhappy, but not sad... My therapist said it might be my anxiety medication also like, side-treating depressive moods I could be having, if that makes sense.

Thank you I love it too, especially when its curled
I.. I'm doing a lot better. There are still times when I really struggle, like a couple nights ago, but my nightmares aren't as bad right now (even if the hallucinations are). There's this guy I'm really starting to like, who likes me back... and I think that's actually helping me a little. I can "feel".... I don't know.
How about you? How have you been dearie?

Heyy, how's it been? I LOVE your blonde hair btw, I meant to comment in your thread! Blonde really suits you.

I did indeed, I have them in the travel forum (its in Lifestyle), http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f222-travel-moving/t119078-back-new-york-needed-post-some-pictures/#post1026446

Woah, that's cool about PSY! Those are the types of things I love about New York Everything you did sounds awesome! Super cool about the Today show- definitely jealous. And I've aaaalways wanted to eat at a Hard Rock Cafe, never gotten the chance! I'm sure you took lots of pictures?

Thanks, I had a lot of fun, just got back a couple hours ago It was so GREAT! I saw PSY live (singer of Gangnam Style) on complete accident, just walking down the street and bam concert! I went on a cruise around the statue of liberty, I saw the 9/11 memorial, I saw Lion King and Once and cried in both, I was on the Today Show, I ate dinner at the Hard Rock Cafe and everything was just amazing as can be!

Wow, you're gonna do a lot there! That's awesome!!! I'd love to do all those things, alas I've only really gone to NY for day trips and such. I'm super jelly :P And thank you. <3 Have funnnn!

I live in such a small town haha, its gonna be so CRAZY going somewhere that... huge Two Broadway plays, the Today Show, Ellis Island, tour of Manhattan, omygosh I'm excited I leave in about 2 hours
...okay done freaking out I'm sorry its confusing, but hang in there, keep running. It does get easier, though it may not seem like it right now. I've been the same way, but we leave to take it one day at a time