Put your hand on your heart right now, feel it beating? Do you know why it beats? It represents that you are alive right now! And if you are alive right now, there's a reason why you are alive. A purpose to your life, you may or may not know your purpose right now, but if you don't , why end your life instead of going out and finding that purpose.
Suicide ends your world. It doesn't end the world, someone at some point is going to find your body and that's a terrible thing to do to anyone. If that person who finds you is someone who loves you, you have done the worst possible thing to them. If the person who finds you is someone who doesn't know you, you have inconvenienced them and traumatised them in the worst possible way that they will never resume their life as normal.
Life is hard, I understand that but think about what it will be worth. Lets use the rain as an example. Thunderstorms : they can be gloomy but beautiful too, and always remember that the rain always passes. The smell after the thunderstorms is indescribable, its beautiful, everything about the rain is beautiful. The clouds have gotten too heavy that they need to let go, and maybe you can learn something from that.
Life is like a thunderstorm, and as silly as it sounds, HOLD on a little bit longer. It's beautiful after
I'm here for you anytime