Sorry for the late reply, darling, I've been so preoccupied, I haven't had time to come on!
I understand what you mean by that. I used to feel like that a whole lot, and realize how hard it must be for you, and you are so very strong for dealing with it, and living with such pain, and honestly, it inspires me to look beyond just words and sadness.
You should know that anything, absolutely anything can be overcome. Just set your mind to it, and put your whole heart into it. It took me only too long to realize that. And I don't want you to go through all the pain, only to figure out what I did.
And, no, that wasn't me. lol. Thank you, that means ever so much to me! <3

I saw a secert on Sixbilliosecerts. I looked at the name. It had said"concrete amgel" it may have been you or not. Even if it wasnt. I am here(:

Thank youu so much I realize that at times I break down completely. But then I feel fine. I dont really understand it...it doesnt feel like "just a moment of weakness"..it feels like my derpression creeping up again, Its there, but its not. Idk.

That's a really good plan!
But, also, don't try to push it away too much, try to face it and deal with it in the near future, so that later, it doesn't turn out to bother you! Eh, I'm sure you'll get to where you need to be! I wouldn't worry!

Aww ya thanks^-^ Ya, theres so much stuff going I just push it out of my mind, and try to live TODAY not tomorrow or yesterday

Oh, wow, that's a little scary huh? But I'm sure that things will go well1
I think it's a great thing though, that after so many years, you can meet them all. Certainly, it seems unfair that you're only meeting them now and such, but, I'm sure everything always happens for a reason. It's what we make of the situation that's really important right?

Well, Im basicly getting ready for July 9th. I met my reall father a month or so ago and now Im going to might my sisters and bro and their mom.

Start wherever you like.

Ha..Um I don't know where to start !

Tell me about it!!!