Sorry for the late reply!
I've been really busy.
I'm sorry you feel that way, because, honestly, I feel a life should be lived to the fullest and one should live each moment like it was their last.
Don't feel the need to have a relationship, in that sense.
Sometimes, we just want it, because we want to feel loved and needed yeah? But we don't realize how many people actually care!

We're all here for you. Let the perfect person come by. Perfect for you I mean. You'll be fine, really.
why do you want to die?