Do you talk to this friend regularly?

Maybe you could talk to your friend when things get hard?

a friend and theripist

Who did you tell?

And why are you sorry?

yes I did and sorry

Aw, I thought you lived near me! England!

It does. I've been through SH and suicide and I'm feeling so much better than I did. It's still a bit of a struggle, but it's a lot better than it was.

Have you ever told anyone in your life about how you feel? Other than your counsillor. (I really can't spell that word! )

well i dont think it does I dont know what I mean canada

It does get better, eventually. It takes a lot of hard work and faitth, but it does get better.

What you're going through right now is part of the healing process and this is the hardest part. But you're strong and you can get through it.

It's ok for someone to be concerned about you - it just means they care.

And what do you mean - you don't know how much longer you can do this?

Out of curiosity - where abouts do you live? (Like, what country.)

i dont know i just ranted in my blog

You do deserve it. You may feel as if you don't because you feel like you've done bad things - but in reality, you haven't really done anything bad. In my experience, people tell really bad stories in order to see how many people believe them in hope that when they tell someone the real problem - this person will believe their real story.

Do you feel like this is what you're doing?

And you do deserve it. You've been through so much, you deserve to be loved and forgiven by people. And whether you think you deserve it or not, we will still forgive you because we love you.

Does all that make sense?

i know but I dont deserve it and I cant say why I am feeling worse