Nice to see that you are visiting friends that is always good. You get to be around fun and explore lots. Where did you explore?

As for me, I am trying to keep my head up. Even with living with my parents, I am trying not to kill my happiness. There is just so much I need to do this week and everything seems so boring. I know there are a few things I really want to enjoy but it is getting so boring and I am starting to want to think outside the box.

What do you think I should do? I enjoy drawing and the environment like helping change the world.

Ah, I see. I like to do that sometimes too. It helps me get things done in a timely manner lol. Anyways, I'm doing pretty good. I went to visit a friend this weekend which was fun. We did a bit of exploring, and didn't get lost for once :P How have you been?

I like to give myself deadlines to get jobs done. If I don't get a job by April I will be sad. It has been along time since I had a real job. What I am doing now is making websites for people but that isn't making me money at all.

Everything will find into place for sure but not soon enough.

What is new with you?

You said you have until April to get a job... What does that mean? What happens then? Anyways, I'm sorry you didn't get the job. Just keep looking. Something will fall into place eventually Ttyl.

You should continue to do what you enjoy. I know that is hard as I am having a hard time finding that. I didn't get the job, and I am looking for another job at the moment. If this doesn't work out, I will be around forever. I have until April to get a job.

What are you doing these days?

Well, I'm happy to hear that I can help you at all That is definitely my problem right now, just trying to find the things I love because I really have lost that. I really love anything to do with helping people. I feel great when I can help other people, even if only in some small way, but it's just tough when I can't figure out how to help myself. Hope you're doing well!

Kids are always find to work with, I would love to do that too.

You are motivating me if that helps out. Maybe you just need to rethink what you enjoy most. I remember going through al of this not knowing what I really enjoy, and I am slowly finding that.

Well, I love kids. So I guess I should try to find somewhere where I can work with kids. I've worked at preschools and daycares, so that experience should help. As far as finding something that motivates me, I've kind of lost my spark in life, and don't really know how to get it back to be honest :/

You should find a place to volunteer that you love. You are dropping courses that is okay but you have to find classes that you enjoy. You also have to find something that motivations and focuses you. What do you enjoy doing?

As for me, I am doing good. As for the interviews, no one has gotten back to me. I am not sure when they will.

That's cool. I should try to volunteer somewhere... I just don't know where to go lol. I'm sure if I actually tried I could find something. Anyways, I'm doing pretty good. I had to drop another class because I'm having trouble with motivation and focusing :/ My mom wasn't too happy about that as you can imagine. Oh well, I'll just keep truckin along lol. How are you? Have you heard back anything from the interviewers yet?