Short version of the story. Mass depression, became born again as Janette, which creep'd a lot of people out so I called myself Sirjan. I thought it was innocently 'Sir as in male' and 'Jan' as Janette. Sirjan, not knowing at the time means 'creation' in Punjabi. Xerdaj is from my old name Jared. X can mean alot of things, like cancel, nothing, multiply or cross over, again a long story. There are also 10 letters in my original name. X + confused scrambled Jared *erdaj* = Xerdaj. Thus a new creature.
What's your name? Do you mind sharing a little about yourself?