Well I feel a lot better than I did. Thank you for the support.

I know, i myself was in a similar position. I just wanted peace for my soul and heart. My heart was broken and i didn't care for anything at all. But after I passed that, I am so glad to be alive. And after you pass through this you too will be glad but you just have to hold on. I know the pain is bad but you just have to hold on.

thank you but its just so hard

Don't think about suicide, life is a gift. I know the pain can be alot, but just hold on till the sun shine shows up and I promise you will be glad that you are alive.