No I can get someone else... but i know i won't feel the same way about them... sure im a jealous person... but i have every right to be... i call him he chooses not to answer and says he has a headache, and then later i see he has been texting someone or talking to someone else all night long... He says he doesn't tell me because i get mad... the truth is, is that im mad because he just doesn't tell me the truth... idk what to do.... i just want to give up... but i cant... or i wont...

I think we are both in the same boat we feel like we cant get anyone else. Yet in fact were kinda ruining our lives becuase we can both do so much yet we have this baggage on us that we cant get rid of