Well, you should.

I got asked to speak at her funeral

i guess so

That's understandable. But that doesn't mean that you can't live without her.

she meant the world to me and to so many others too

Don't take this the wrong way, but you can.
Why? Because life is hard.
We all deal with struggles and battles whatever they may be, every single day.
Think about it.
There are people who have it worse than you.
Worse than I.
Worse than anyone you may know.
And those people don't give up.
So if someone who has it 100X worse than we do can survive everyday with a smile on their face, then so can we.

I know losing someone is hard, and I'm not belittling your pain, but you have to understand that you'll get through it.
That's life.
Literally.
YOU can do this.
You know you can.
I believe in you.
And all the rest of us here at TH believe in you too.

I cant live without her i feel empty

okay then.

You will. You're strong. I know you can do it<3

i hope so.