Well try to fit something in this week that isn't boring. You need some fun and release in your life
Things will all work out eventually, and I know it may be hard right now but just know that it is only temporary. You know I'm always here to talk though if you need to. Is there a certain time of day you usually get on here? I could try to get on then instead so we can talk more. One thing I may suggest is to look for any type of job right now. Then you can get out of your parents house and then work on figuring out what you really want to do. It would just be better to have any job right now than no job, ya know?